What can you do?
I think we're often blessed with the path we most need. Sometimes.
Anyway, I have to say, if I didn't have to finish all my stories, if I didn't need the money, I would tear them in little tiny pieces and gleefully destroy them.
No, the delete key would not work.
I'd have to print it out, tear each page individually into tiny little ribbons, crumple them all into paper balls, put them in a fire circle, and watch them burn.
And then I'd print it out a couple more times so I could do it again.
I always hate it at the end. HATE it.
I should just trust the process.
But what if this is the one that really sucks, like royally bad?
I mean, I went out there this time, and I fear I didn't pull it off. And if I didn't, man, that would suck.
Since we're talking about shit, I thought I'd just mention I want to toilet-train my cats. The litter boxes are driving me crazy. They are in our bedroom because that's the only place for them. Let me tell you, it's not doing it for me.
It would save $60 a month. (Can you believe that???) And the mess would be gone!
And tomorrow I'm going to a football game. One of my students is field commander. I'm bringing a book and leaving after half-time. :-)
How do you keep going when you feel certain it sucks? Grit your teeth and bear it? And kitty toilet training: would you or wouldn't you?